Dude, that was a very disturbing post, and impossible (on purpose?) to read in the white font.
I see you're still posting on FB, so hopefully you made it through what was going on in August.
Seriously though, I implore you to seek help before considering suicide as an option. I've been close to it, not myself considering it but a person close to me, and it will destroy so many lives around you.
I noticed a couple days ago, the site went offline... could this be a sign?...
ALSO, I still have access to a free hosting service if anyone wants to pick up the torch... I just need a programmer/web developer to build the page...
Signs You're an Aging Gamer: You Press the "A" or "X" Button Rapidly During Loading Screens
Other PSNs: UmmmWho, ClaytonMorin
Yahoo: Un4givn_80 or CMorin_80
2014 Ford Mustang 5.0 GT
The site is still around. And at a record 4149 visitors today. I think the downtime and the release GT Sport peaked everyone's interest back in the sport of racing. Hell GM kept me busy with validation and I "Almost"forgot how to tune.